A new start

We're back from the dead! I know it's been a long time and I've most likely lost a bunch of my followers but I thought I'd try it again. Just a small update is that we recently moved to Rochester, NY and starting beginning of June Andrew will be starting MBA school at U of R. We also added another little person to our fam:) Finally our little princess to go with our crazy little monkey boy. I'll have to post pictures on my next post which will be soon!! I think things are going to be a lot more crazy in these next two years but I can't wait to share our stories...

Fall has come!

Well I have been awful at updating our blog and there is so much to share and who wants to read and read and read a huge long post... not me! Here's what's been happening in the short version

-Deck and I went to Idaho for about 5 weeks. It was amazing and we saw Mamma Mia (the traveling broadway) went to the water park, went to the Fisher family reunion and deck got to meet all the family, and spent a lot of quality time with family and friends!

-Went to an amazing Bertasso family reunion in Gatlinburg, TN. We stayed in a "castle" (yes it was called a castle and it was huge but it was built in the 30's maybe?? can't remember) we celebrated holidays all week, had fun with all the cousins and siblings, saw Joseph and the amazing Technicolor coat, some went ziplining, went swimming, and enjoyed our time with family.

-Came back to Jersey where it was miserably hot, but nice to see my friends! My bestie Heather came to visit us for just a few days(she is also Decker's girlfriend;) it was sooooo much fun having her here. We went into the city and played. It was lovely.

-Deck has decided to crawl and cruise around. His eating is still an issue, but he's gaining weight so that's all that matters. He can say hi, bye bye, up, dada, mama, baba. He waves, claps, kisses on demand, and is the craziest little boy. He turns 11 months in 3 days... ahh where did this year go?

-2 weeks ago my aunt and uncle came into town for 9/11 and we were able to meet up with them for dinner. It's always so nice to have visitors here, and so fun.

-I got put into the Relief Society as 1st counselor, yikes!

-FALL HAS HIT JERSEY. FINALLY!!

-Welp that's about it, I don't have any pictures uploaded and I have lots to do today so I need to go. Pictures later.
XOXO

woo ewww

Man it has been a very long time since my last blog... things have been crazy trying to keep up with a busy 9.5 month old!

Went to Idaho for about 5 weeks and it was glorious. Decker loved seeing grandma and grandpa and all the cousins aunts and uncles. It was perfect weather and every day was fun filled.

Then the next week we flew to Tennessee (Gatlinburg to be exact) and had Andrew's family reunion. AHH it was sooo fun. We stayed in a castle with everyone. It was so great we celebrated a holiday everyday and swam in the pool and had great dinners every night. It was nice to see everyone since it had been about 3 years since we were all last together. It was also Decker's first time meeting just about all of them. We all had a blast!

Now that we're back home things have been wiggly, hot, and messy! Decker is mister crawler squirm worm movey groovy little bug! Woowza that makes for one busy mamma. I love every second of it though. He is at such a fun stage. He's been eating like a champ and refuses to eat baby food. He only wants "human" food. (of course mr demanding) therefore it has been extremely messy in our house. We go and see the GI dr in 2 weeks so hopefully we can see if we can start on dairy or soy.

Other then that everything else is great! Andrew is still working hard and I am just living life to the fullest.. well trying anyway:)

Here is picture overload..... not sure if you noticed but Decker happens to be an only child

Decker's first water park experience, he hated it!

Miss Mia and Decker at the zoo

These two were inseparable

Melt my heart

Girls night out... my first and probably last since living in Jersey(this was in Idaho) I love all these girls so much and miss them terribly!

Rave baby

The view from the castle in TN

Decker at 9 months

Grandpa babysitting..aaahhhhhhh

My good friend Heather came to visit in Jersey for a few days and we went into the city, Deck loved every minute of it!

Deck loves to carrie these little finger puppets in his mouth every morning

Sorry these were out of order. Hope you enjoyed my update. Hopefully more stories to come later

XOXO

And away we go

I'm tired tonight... what else is new.. I'm leaving to Boise early early Thursday morning. I am getting really nervous for this plane ride due to me being all alone with Decker on this long plane ride. I ordered some new books that hopefully will keep him occupied. Does anybody have any suggestions for me as to what to do if he is freaking out?? Just a side note he doesn't eat solids quite yet so food defiantly won't keep him happy. Obviously I will have formula ready at the go but bah I'm a little freaked out.

Here's a small update on Deck...

-He is starting to teeth again and this time I can see them!

-He is 7 1/2 months

-OBSSED with his binki

-Can whine like a dog

-Always wants mom or dad's attention

-Can roll from back to stomach really well

-Can roll from tummy to back but only in private(has yet to do it for mom and dad but is always rolling over in his bed)

-Has started to eat baby food but will only eat pears

-Loves to blow raspberries(especially when he has food in his mouth so that it goes all over the person feeding him)

-babbles ALL DAY LONG! I love it

-Bangs his binkin against the crib when he is ready to get out

-Is so close to sitting up all by himself

-His hair is FINALLY growing like crazy

-Still the love of my life!

so there's a little update, nothin new in our lives besides going to Boise so that's all for now.

*sigh*

Do you ever feel misunderstood?? That's the story of my life right now with everything and everybody. Can't wait to go back to Idaho... enough said

Advice please

Every morning (that is if it isn't raining) Decker and I take a walk in the park that is right around the corner from our house. It's been a really nice part of our routine and Decker seems to enjoy himself. (For those of you wondering about the stalker, I haven't seen him since the stalker day... plus I now have pepper spray) So I've been going on this walk so I can get some exercise and more energy, oh and possibly lose some of this baby weight that I've been "holding on to" for the last 6 months. I've been very consistant and so proud of myself because sometimes I'll go for a few walks. I just am having a hard time with controlling what I eat and also even though I go on all these walks I should probably get my heart rate up more. I feel a little to embarrassed to start running. (I hate running outside I am more of a treadmill person) My question is is what gives you motivation to workout and eat right and any other tips that you have for me I need! My body is obviously so different since having Decker. I feel like all my excess weight goes right to my stomach and booo I hate it.

baby love

For the last two nights Decker has had a runny nose and a little cough. Since he sleeps on his tummy he has a hard time sleeping, just like any person with a cold. Andrew always take weekend duty which entails putting his binki back in and the night time feeding.

Deck was having a really rough night on Friday and I knew Andrew was really tired so I was helping him out. Deck decided it was a nice time to get up at 2 and decided to talk and hang out in his crib until 4!! Little stinker. Finally he started crying and Andrew asked if I would take him (which I take him quite a bit due to Andrew's deep sleeping and I don't mind for the most part) Since I was already awake from his cooing and awing in the crib I was a little perturbed, but said I would.

I went and got the couch ready like old times and felt this was all too familiar. As I got Decker and he snuggled up close, he finally feel asleep on my chest and I just sat there and loved on him. and loved on him and loved on him! All the annoyance I was feeling just disappeared and I thought to myself this is what moms do. I love it and even though the no sleep is hard I am mom and I would make my bum numb every night just for my sweet baby!

I'm baaaaaaack!

Ok so as we can all tell the last few weeks were a little rough if you couldn't tell by my blog! Good news is I feel GREAT again! Bad news is.... oh there is none. YAY! It just so happened that I wrote that blog on Sunday and on Monday is was like a new fresh start. It was such a great week. Sorry that you had to experience the crazy Jessica! Decker is doing much better as am I. This last week on the 24 actually happened to be my golden birthday! (that means the day that you are born, when you turn that age it's your golden birthday) In case anyone was wondering.

Usually my friend and I have a weekly dinner on Thursdays because both our husbands work late so we take turns cooking for each other. It's something I look forward to because it's just us and the kiddos. I love getting to know her better and it makes me more appreciative of our friendship. This week Andrew had decided to take Thursday and Friday off, so that meant no Thursday night dinner with my friend. I was a little bummed but she called and asked if I wanted to come over on Wednesday instead(her turn to cook) I of course thought that was great because I knew Andrew would be working late as well as her husband. It was a really enjoyable dinner and I learned some new things about her and it was just so much fun. We jut laughed and laughed all night and luckily Decker slept the whole time! I also got a great cake and happy birthday sung to me! It was a great kick off to my b day. Thanks my friend!

On Thursday Andrew let me sleep in and Decker and Andrew woke me up with a slobbery kiss and a card... the card was sweet and contained my birthday present from my parents and Andrew.... tickets to Lion King on Broadway!!!! I've been dying to see it! I also got wonderful texts and phone calls from friends and family. I also got a plane ticket home from some pretty special people. They know me all too well. Thanks everybody for the gifts, cards, and text/email. That day I also got to go get my hair done. It was a nice salon, pricey, but I haven't been to one since I was like 14,( thanks to my wonderful sis in law.) It didn't turn out the way I would've liked but that's ok I kind of fixed it.. sorta. It was nice and relaxing to have Andrew here.



Friday we went into the city with our friends and went to FAO Schwarz and then walked around the city and ate at Chipotle... it was freezing but fun. Her is us on the train going into the city.








Saturday Andrew and I got ready and took Decker to our other wonderful friends house. She and her husband and their two little girls, watched Decker for 6 hours!!! YIKES I know. We headed off to the lion king and it was magical I mean beyond magical like the most amazing Broadway EVER! I was nervous to leave Decker... not because of my friend's ability to watch him but it was my first time leaving him for that long. He survived and I hope my friend survived!!! A HUGE THANKS TO HER!!! Her daughter and her also made me some amazing cookies (that I still need the recipe to.. hint hint) I have the most amazing friends. I feel so lucky and blessed. I mean lets just be honest I could not ask for more wonderful people in my life. Thanks everybody for making my birthday so special.

This is us at the Lion King but the lady we asked to take a picture was not to technical savvy I guess because this was the best out of 3. Enough said there.










So look at these sweet pictures of Decker. Awe my little boy turned 5 months on the 25 and it was only his 2nd time in the city and he was such a good boy. (I know you've probably seen this on Facebook but some haven't so here ya go)

just sayin it ain't always easy

Our week has involved fingers, fingers, fingers, drooling, crying and more fingers.... my poor baby is one cranky little bug. He is teething and it's REALLY affecting him. When I was pregnant everyone was like "oh everything will be great with your baby." He'll be the best, then I had Decker and yes he is the best because he is mine, but he was sooooo NOT easy and everything was not "great"! Then everyone said "oh it'll get better" and it took 3 1/2 months for it to get somewhat better. Then everyone said "oh teething is not bad at all", and now we're back to it being bad. My baby does nothing easy and I've come to accept that. I just wish people didn't assume that everything would be fine. It has been really hard and Decker has probably never felt good a day in his life. I feel like because everyone else has good babies that I'm not a great mother. Yes I understand that I have no influence on what is wrong with Decker such as GERD and the teething, but everyone else makes it seem like it's so easy to raise a child and that because it's easy for them it's of course going to be easy for me. It makes me frustrated and somewhat angry. I feel like I have had a much harder time with my baby then most moms, but I could be very wrong and people reading this could get mad for that comment but it's just how I feel. This last week has been one of the worst for Deck and I and it's one of the first times I really wished we lived back in Idaho. I'm glad it's a new week. Bottom line is don't listen to anyone about how "easy" things should be because not every baby or situation is easy. Well now that that's off my chest I do have to say that I love my Decker and I'm hoping that he will be my hardest baby(if I decide to have more right?!?!) He's so sweet and lovable. I couldn't be more happy with my high maintenance baby! he fits right into our family, I mean lets face it, I ain't no low maintenance girl.

This coming Friday my little boy will be 5 months... hmm where did those months go. I am sad that he is getting so big but loving this new exciting phase he's in. He is talking all the time, smiling and laughing, teething(which I don't love), and growing hair! Yay I can't wait to style it! I'm just lucky for my boys!!!
XOXO

to move or.... to move... oh wait it's too expensive!

For a while now Andrew and I have been looking at other cities and states to live in (when I say states I mean New York or Connecticut.) We've also been looking at other places in Jersey. It's just so frusturating because we can only live so far from Manhattan since Andrew has to go in everyday. We love our little apartment and to be honest it isn't little and it's fairly inexpensive for the east coast, but there are a few negatives of living here.... like parking, you have to circle around the block several times and if you're lucky you're able to find a spot on the same block as your house, as opposed to 2,3,4,5 blocks away. There is the resurant right next door that we share an alley way with. They are so noisy all the time when taking out the trash and what not. They wake up Decker due to screaming at each other. Then there is the main street we live on that has horns honking at all hours of the day and night, the garbage truck that comes at 4 am every morning and stops literally 8 times in front of our house since everyone just chucks their trash out from their door. We have no natural sunlight in our house and sometimes it's a little depressing. We have no dishwasher, but that's more of an annoyance then anything. We don't have AC :( The fact that no one speaks English in our community so it's hard for me to make friends and find other parents that want to do stuff. Our front door doesn't work anymore so I've resorted to going around back through the laundry room, you think oh that's not bad but when it's freezing and I have a 30 lb baby/car seat and there is snow up to your mid calf in the back alley so you have to tromp through it.. yeah it's bad! It also takes us about 25-30 minutes to go anywhere. We can't shop at local stores because either you pay super high prices, or you shop with some pretty scary people. To add as of late, the construction upstairs with the banging and the hammering. All while Decker is napping. Awesome.

So now that I've shared the negative I do have to say that I honestly LOVE our actual apartment. It is perfect for us and so beautiful. Hard wood floors, a huge laundry room(which is a big luxury here) Our bedrooms are the perfect size and everything is super nice. Our community is really safe, even safer then Idaho Falls. That's really saying something for the fact that right across the river is one of the most dangerous places in Jersey, let alone the entire country. Every night we get to throw our trash on the side walk and it's picked up in the morning. We have a lot of little parks in walking distances that are beautiful. I have a 2 really good friends here who I love and adore and am super thankful for. We have been experiencing a new lifestyle which opens our eyes everyday. We have great landlords who usually are really good about fixing things asap. We have heat! We have a beautiful kitchen and it's huge. The train is only a mile from our house and it's way cheap from here.

I'm just seriously having a hard time because yes I am missing the suburbs. I'm missing yards, soccer moms, nice people, english speaking people, a normal branch/ward, not sharing walls with people, a driveway/garage, and I'm sure the list could continue but I think you get the point. Everywhere that we actually want to live is just so expensive. I love a few places in Jersey but the taxes are RIDICULOUS! I guess this is the state to live in huh? I just can't figure out why the taxes are through the roof. Then I would love to live in the city but again for a place like this it's just way too expensive and we wouldn't have a car, but I mean really why would we need one with all the transportation. Then it would also come with some of the negatives stated above. There are other places in New York, but they aren't suburban and ahhhh I just don't know. I'm just really frustrated and discouraged. I actually like it here in the East and yes I miss Idaho but I think I would love it a whole lot more could we find a nice little house to live in with actual neighbors. Hmm I'm sure all 3 people that actually read this are probably bored of this post so I thought I'd just vent some of my frustrations. It looks like we'll most likely be in this apartment for a few more years... waaa! I guess that just means no more kids until we move because I am NOT doing the whole parking 3 blocks away with a toddler and car seat for a baby. Ok ok I really am done.

just a picture "update"

Sorry for Decker overload but I always say I'm going to post pictures and then I don't so here are a bunch! I'm not sure if you caught this but the pictures go from youngest to oldest... Decker is 4 months today and the last picture was taken today. Wow where did the time go?
He is starting to laugh and smiles all the time. I'm sooo lucky for this little bug!
XOXO

Test and Dr.'s appts

Can we just talk about this little boy for a minute! Who got 8 hours of sleep due to a certain someone... ME! Thanks to my Decker bug who is now only eating right before I go to bed and then around 4am.. woohoooooo. We decided to sleep train him (and if you have negative opinions about this topic, you can go ahead and keep them to yourself thanks) It was the best decision EVER. The first night he only cried 8 minutes and then was out like a light. He does so good at nap time and he is just getting better and better as the days go on. I am so proud of my little monkey. What a trooper.

This picture was taken on Friday after we went to go get Decker's barium swallowing test and also he had an upper GI test. They were concerned that a muscle that went from his esphogus to his stomach was straight instead of curved. If the test were positive then Deck would have to have surgery. The poor kid was starving and they took forever to get us in but he was such a happy boy and everyone was really impressed that he wasn't crying his head off due to starvation. Well they did the test and he was so good for them. We got to watch all the x rays and live motion of the barium as it went through his body. It was pretty cool. The test were negative and we found out right away from the radiologist doing the test. Luckily that means that Deck doesn't have to have surgery, the downside of this is that we still don't know what's wrong with him. We called the GI dr and he said to up some more of his medication and to add some rice cereal to his already gross formula. it's only been two days since we increased his dosage and we just began the rice cereal today so I hope he does well. We have ANOTHER appointment with the GI dr this coming Friday. Lots of test and Dr appt for only a 4 month old. So back to this pic, it was after the barium study and look at my happy little bug. Honestly for never feeling very good he is so fun and happy. He is starting to laugh which is precious. I adore him!

Well on Tuesday the 15, it'll be one year since we moved here.... WHAT!?!? Where did the year go? I am shocked that it has come and gone sooooo quickly. I am so proud of Andrew for all of his awesomeness and getting a job here. He is so dedicated to DirecTV and has really proved himself in a year. Everyone there is really impressed with him as they should be.
Yes things are crazy here and so different from what I am used to back in the west, but could I ask for a more blessed life, NO WAY. Andrew and I have the best family and friends. We have the best little boy and life couldn't be more awesome.. ok well yes I'd like a drive way but other then that we are so lucky! Here are only a few pictures but I still need to upload a lot from my phone.
XOXO

Long post beware

Wow it's been quite a while since my last blog but here I am back from the west! (and missing it) I was in Boise for a month and during that time I got to spend it with some of my favorite people, my families and friends. It was so much fun and way nice weather compared to here in the east. It was really Decker's first time to always be out and about. He hated the car seat unless someone was back there with him. Well let me back up a little... First of all Decker was a champ on the way there. We were on such a crowded flight due to the snow storms here. I was stuck by the window with 2 males sitting next to me. I was way nervous but he just slept the WHOLE way, what can I say the kid likes to be held. Him and I had so much fun with Grandma and Grandpa and he even got to meet all of his other grandma and grandpa's. My little Deck man sure is a ham. He loves to smile and make everyone fall in love with him. I just love this little boy. We went to the mall a lot and he loved it. He likes all the people and things to see. He also got to meet his cousins who adored him. Jaxon (my oldest nephew) was totally all about Decker and it was so precious to me. He would always say, man he is such a bobble head, or he has the biggest head. (which both are true) but it was so cute. He wanted to babysit and even asked his mom if we could leave Decker with them when we came back home. I was so lucky to have family who wanted to hold him and love on him so I could take a break now and then. I love my family so much. Anyway while in Boise Deck and I both got sick, then Andrew came and he got sick. We made a family trip to the dr and we all had sinus infections.. awesome. We also had Decker's blessing while Andrew was there, and he did such an amazing job! Andrew's parents came and it was so nice to have them there. Also a big treat for us was having my grandpa show up! It was a surprise and Decker Blaine is named after my grandpa Blaine. It was sooo sweet to have him there. (my grandpa is my best friend)

For those of you that don't know, Decker is not the best night sleeper and always has to be held by someone in an upright position, this makes for long nights and long days of naps. I always have a baby in my arms. Well two days before we went home I put Deck down on the couch while I was talking with friend and believe it or not he slept there for 6 hours! ummmm AMAZING! It was like the heaven opened up it's gates and I saw the light. He has laid down and slept by himself from then on, but... he needs to be rocked to sleep so that means even when he wakes in the night he still needs me to rock him to sleep. Also it must have been a fluke that he slept 6 straight hours that one night because he hasn't since. He'll sleep for like 2-3 hour stretches then be hungry. Yes we are still having multiple night feedings. I am not sure how to break this. Yes I have read babywise, yes I have read healthy sleep habits healthy baby, yes I have read solve your child's sleep problems.. and yes some talk about the whole acid reflux thing. (side note, we've been going to a GI dr and Decker is on some pretty heavy medication and really gross formula that smells like cat food(so now our whole house smells like a pet store) but he is doing better, we are going for a barium swallowing study exam this next week to make sure nothing is wrong with his esophagus.)All these books talk about how you shouldn't let babies with these types of problems cry, um yeah so all these books are a little useless when it comes to the "crying it out" method or trying to get him to sleep on his own. On top of that he has a cold. I will say however that we are in a routine which is nice and I think Decker is liking it much better then the chaos that was my life in Boise. Well so if any of you have any advice I would like to hear it. I am literally going crazy with no sleep and no help (for the record Andrew is as much help as he can be but the poor guy comes home around 8 and wants to relax but here I am needing to go to bed so he has to take care of the baby and then he comes and gets me when he's tired which is much later then it should be because he knows how tired I am and then he sleeps some only to wake up at 5 and get ready for work) So there you have our life in a nut shell.
My sweet baby really actually is sooo happy all the time. He is seriously such a trooper, that one! It's not very hard to take care of him just the whole sleeping thing is exhausting for everyone in this house. ok enough about it

So mr Decker is so much fun right now, he loves his fist and they are always in his mouth. I am pretty sure I have an early teether on my hands.
He is infatuated with his daddy, whenever andrew walks in or out of the room decker is staring at him, it melts my heart.
He is on the verge of figuring out how to laugh but not quite got the hang of it.
He loathes the car seat still, even after all that time he spent in it in Idaho.
He likes to try and hold his bottle and hums while eating
He is super ticklish
He smells like cat food ALL THE TIME (as stated earlier)
He likes his crib... finally
He LOVES children
He is still loving his binki
He is 13 lbs, yay!

Well anyways he is the love of our lives and we couldn't be more happy with him. I'll post some pictures tomorrow of our happenings, he is of course waking up and I need to go rock the little stinker!
XOXO

what we've been up to

We've done a lot of eating eating eating... look he loves to hold his own bottle! (or at least try) we're now up to 10 lbs 14 oz.

doesn't quite know what to think of mom and dad taking pics of him in embarrassing penguin hats, but he looked to cute to resist.

WAAAA sad that football is over and we can't watch Boise State anymore

and also last but not least, up to our thighs in snow!

Christmas was kind of sad this year. Andrew and I didn't do really anything for each other or the baby... just one of those hard years. The sweet baby was our gift and what a great reminder of what the holiday season is all about..... Miracles, Christ, family, and love

Just to let you know the GI doc was great. Deck man is on some serious but well needed meds and is feeling 10 million times better. (except now he has a cold) we just can't win at this house!

I am flying to Boise tomorrow and CAN'T WAIT!
XOXO

doctor doctor

My little monkey has not been sleeping very well the last few days(well worse then the previous 8 weeks) I've been trying a lot of different things that the dr has given me along with things that I have looked at on the internet. Nothing has been working...booooo! All he wants to do is sleep and is so uncomfortable that he can't. We are still sleeping in our upright position and I have one numb tailbone. I just feel horrible for him. Then today he has a stuffy nose... awesome.

Last night I had had it and decided that I needed to call the dr again, something had to be done for my little bug. I left a message on her office phone and was hoping she'd call me in the morning so I could take him in today if I had to. Well 11 rolled around and nothing... so I call. They were busy, well duh right! Then 1:30 rolls around.. I call again! (haha I'm that annoying mother) She was still busy.. then 4 comes.. you guessed it, another phone call!!!! The nurses were about to kill me but honestly I didn't care. I had never seen Decker the way he was today. Just tried to sleep and eat. He wouldn't even play with me after eating. He was seriously exhausted from not sleeping for days/weeks. The dr finally called me around 6. I told her nothing was working and the last thing we tried (zantac) made it ten times worse. She told me that it was time I go see a GI doctor.

I am leaving this coming Sunday to go to Boise for 3 weeks and am way nervous that I won't get an appointment to see this GI dr. I have already left a message on their answering machine in case they have an opening.. I'm just really hoping it all works out. I am a little nervous for Deck man and what might happen. I don't think it's super serious but he is such a happy boy when he is awake and suffers threw the night. He head bangs me all night long and will just burst out in tears at the pain. Needless to say no one in our house is getting ANY sleep. (Plus I had to stop breast feeding due to all this craziness) Life has been a little crazy at our house and am hoping that we figure something out for this little guy so he feels better.
Hopefully more to come later!
XOXO

Decker Bug

Motherhood has been quite the ride so far... He is the SWEETEST little guy! Here is a little update on my 6 week old (yes I know 6 weeks already!)

~he loves to cuddle
~he acts like super man every time he stretches, with one hand in the air and the other by his face(this is my favorite)
~likes to sleep in someone's arms or if placed in a crib, he won't sleep for more then 45 minutes to an hour.
~his reflux has gotten better due to medication from the doc
~likes to act like a pirate with keeping one eye open "peeping at you"
~has gained a full 2+ lbs.... FINALLY!
~is officially in 0-3 month clothing as of today
~LOVES the bottle and HATES the breast, (but we're hanging in there)
~loves to chill in the boppy when wide awake
~is not a fan of the swing for too long
~80% of the time likes to be swaddled
~loves having his diaper changed by dad but not by mom
~has finally started liking bath time
~has dark blue/grayish eyes
~loves to grunt and coo
~eats all day long but goes anywhere from 3-4 hours in the night
~while trying to poop goes red in face, cross eyed and grunts like crazy
~likes to hold on to the shirt collar and scratch you as he pulls it down(he also likes to pull dad's chest hair along with it)hehehe
~loves his binki
~just the cutest little boy EVER and he knows it!!



So lately we've been doing pretty good. On Tuesday I bravely embarked on a journey to the city... ALL BY MYSELF to meet Andrew at his office. They were having a little party at their office to watch the Rockefeller center tree lighting. Decker and I had to leave at a certain time so that the trains wouldn't be crowded. Off we went in the car to head to the train, we made it there and into the bijorn he went. We caught the train and off we went to the city. Everyone was staring at me wondering what was hidden under this little blanket I had hiding him with. We transferred trains and our last stop we met Andrew. It was crazy busy and police were everywhere. Andrew's pass had to be shown at every "checkpoint" to get back into the Rockefeller building. It was pure madness. Decker was such a good boy the whole way there and I felt so accomplished to say the least. It was fun but I couldn't last very long, I was exhausted from our journey there. Dad was so proud to show off his cute boy and everyone ewwd and awwed over him.

I haven't been out much since he's been here but I've had great friends who have helped me get out. I appreciate their efforts even when I say no.(which happens a lot) My mother in law is coming on Saturday and we are in need of some grandma time. I am going a little crazy some days running on little sleep and being alone with my little boy all by myself. It's hard when the hubby works leaves anywhere from 5-7 in the morning and returns anywhere from 7:30-9 at night. It makes for some long days. Pretty boring I know but here are some pictures as of lately
ps I am not sure what's going on with my picture loading but it's being crazy. sorry they are all out of order and not explained.. oh well so goes my life right now!
XOXO